Playing, paying and loving my life

Most nights, you’d find me in the bars—neon haze, jukebox humming, and the low hum of bets being settled. I wasn’t just drinking or shooting the breeze. I was paying and collecting for football action, moving money like a conductor orchestrating a symphony of risk. The regulars knew what time it was when I walked in. Some handed me envelopes with a nod, others waited for scores to settle. I wasn’t just part of the nightlife—I was the pulse.


Boating and softball filled my daylight hours. The river was my escape, my freedom, my playground. I’d throttle the boat down the Mississippi like I owned the water, wind in my face, no clock ticking. And when it came to softball, I played like I lived—hard, fast, and with something to prove. Doubleheaders, tournaments, beers on the bench. That diamond was my second office, and I never missed a game unless the money called louder.
What a life. My day-to-day existence read like fiction—except it was all real. The kind of story people would swear was exaggerated, embellished, maybe even fabricated. But I promise you, every twist, every hustle, every handshake deal in a smoky backroom was authentic. I didn’t need to make anything up. The truth was wild enough.


I started out making $200 a week at a full-time job, just a kid with a nickname and a dream. I was a small-time bookmaker, barely scraping by, learning the ropes from guys who had decades on me. They called me the Kid, and I wore that name like armor. Most of them were at least twenty years older—grizzled, seasoned, and connected. I didn’t think of them as mobsters back then. They were just the guys. But looking back? Yeah, they were mobsters. Not the movie kind with suits and cigars—real ones. Quiet power, unspoken rules, and a code you didn’t break.
As I got bigger, the stakes got higher. I wasn’t just taking bets—I was running the show. Big-time bookie, moving serious money, trusted by men who didn’t trust easily. I had a seat at the table, and I earned it with loyalty, guts, and a knack for numbers. I never stole from homes, never crossed the line that couldn’t be uncrossed. That was my code, and it kept me alive.
Now I’m older. The criminal chapter is closed. I’m not chasing fast money anymore—I’m chasing memories. Writing this story has been a trip. I laugh, I shake my head, I remember the adrenaline and the chaos. It’s hard to believe I lived it, but I did. And I wouldn’t be writing any of it if the guys were still around. But they’re gone now. Dead and buried, their secrets safe. So I tell mine.
This chapter isn’t just about playing and paying—it’s about loving my life. I didn’t always make the right choices, but I made my choices. And somehow, through all the madness, I survived. I thrived. I built a name, a reputation, and a story worth telling.

Five or six years of being off work is going to come to an end, sort of.


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